omg... totally pirated my name here!

http://shyangies.blogspot.com/

silly man... there's only ONE shyang!

SanShizzle88 (8:01:55 PM): you know what?
SanShizzle88 (8:02:00 PM): when parents talk about you
SanShizzle88 (8:02:03 PM): to old friends
SanShizzle88 (8:02:06 PM): it's kinda awkward
SanShizzle88 (8:02:08 PM): ........
funkymunky1205 (8:02:10 PM): duh
SanShizzle88 (8:02:13 PM): fuck this shit man
SanShizzle88 (8:02:16 PM): this is weird
SanShizzle88 (8:02:22 PM): "YOU'RE CHILD IS MUCH BETTAR!"
SanShizzle88 (8:02:26 PM): "NONO, YOUR'E CHILD!"
SanShizzle88 (8:02:29 PM): "YOURS IS TALLER! "
SanShizzle88 (8:02:36 PM): "YOURS GETS SO TALL!"
SanShizzle88 (8:02:42 PM): "AHAHAHAHA"
SanShizzle88 (8:02:45 PM): "no seriously"
SanShizzle88 (8:02:48 PM): "AHAHHAHAHA"
SanShizzle88 (8:02:55 PM): and they just keep laughing
SanShizzle88 (8:02:56 PM): like, wtf?
SanShizzle88 (8:03:09 PM): I mean, don't they have antyhing else to talk about
SanShizzle88 (8:03:11 PM): besides US?

Now this is a story
All about how my life
Got twisted upside down
And id like to take a minute
Just sit right there
I’ll tell you how i became a wizard
At a school called Hogwarts.

In the Dursley’s House
Not born but raised
In the closet is where I spent
Most of my days
Chilling out, maxing
And relaxing all cool
And all shooting some magic
Outside of school
When ma cousin Dudley,
He was up to no good
Started making trouble in the neighborhood
I got in one little fight and my aunt got mad
She said, “you’re moving
In with the wizards, we’re not your mom and dad”

I waited for a train, and when it came near
the front read “Hogwarts”
And had wands in the mirror
If anything i could say that this train was rare
But i thought nah, forget it
Yo home to my tower!

The Train pulled up to the castle about seven or eight
I yelled to Hagrid, go home, get some tea,
Looked at my school, I was finally there
To fly on my Firebolt, way up in the air.

*bows*

ive just baked for the first time ever..."it's" a chocolate banana cake. i used this mix sandra left at my house.

i think i'll make a list of all the things that went wrong.

1. I didn't have an electric beater so i sat in front of the tv mixing it with a VERY short spatula...hence... lots of lumps (I also didn't realize that there were chocolate chips in the mix so i spent about half an hour trying to break them up XD)

2. i didn't have a pan to pour it in... so i very stupidly used a very DEEP circular bowl plate thingy

3. the prehistoric appliances in this stupid house (im in nh) turn off completely randomly and my cake is sitting in warmish air for 37 minutes ( i SWEAR i turned it on!)

4. the cake swells to roughly the size AND shape of a BASKETBALL... i cannot get it out of the oven... oh lord

5. i poke three air holes in it with a chopstick in the hope that it will deflate a little

6. in the process of poking i realize that the top half of the basketball is burnt... but the bottom half is deplorably... *mushy*

7. i turn the bowl/plate thing sideways and somehow manage to get it out of the oven

8. i stare at it for 15 minutes trying desperately to figure out how im going to get it OUT and on to a plate.

9. i attempt to flatten one end by placing a plate on top and banging it repeatedly

10. the three of us... my dad, my mom, and i eventually manage to get it out

11. it falls apart.

12. i put some in a BOWL and cover it in ice cream

*apart from the burnt parts... its not half bad!*

oh what an adventure

happy christmahannakwaanzika guys

<3 shyang

P.S. pictures coming soon O:-)

if it came looking like this... i think i'd be less pissed about it

http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d158/Guy__Incognito/Rejectionblur.jpg

grrrrrrr

ahhh

Me: I love your mouse ears
Julia: Thanks! i love your ears too!

ok everybody... vote for your fave senior quote for me

1. Ambition is a lust that is never quenched, but grows more inflamed and madder by enjoyment. -Thomas Otway

2. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. - Edison

3. A field of water betrays the spirit that is in the air. It is continually receiving new life and motion from above. It is intermediate between land and sky. - Thoreau

4. All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by frost. - Tolkien

a moses cape (9:08:27 PM): agh i need more salsa
funkymunky1205 (9:09:54 PM): yum
a moses cape (9:18:54 PM): muy yum
funkymunky1205 (9:19:45 PM): entertain me
funkymunky1205 (9:19:49 PM): and tell me about your happy day
a moses cape (9:20:11 PM): i went to chicago to visit upenn
a moses cape (9:20:17 PM): got to o'hare and realized my mistake
a moses cape (9:20:27 PM): and said 'shit' but made the best of it and saw uchicago instead
a moses cape (9:20:31 PM): it was bright blue
a moses cape (9:21:43 PM): then
a moses cape (9:22:02 PM): i was mildly dissapointed with the UIl chicago cafeterias
a moses cape (9:22:29 PM): because they served only ethiopian food
a moses cape (9:22:32 PM): which was good
a moses cape (9:22:37 PM): but a little too ethnic to eat every day
a moses cape (9:23:21 PM): then i realized illinois is right next to nevada, and i'd never been to vegas
a moses cape (9:23:41 PM): so i split a cab fare with two trasnvestite hookers on the way back from holiday and we hit the road
a moses cape (9:24:02 PM): now apparently my geograph was still suffering under some misconceptions
a moses cape (9:24:24 PM): as was the cab's gas gauge
a moses cape (9:24:49 PM): so round about kansas
a moses cape (9:25:03 PM): we found ourselves stationary
a moses cape (9:25:06 PM): and starving
a moses cape (9:25:20 PM): and i had to decide which one of them to eat
a moses cape (9:25:38 PM): the cab driver was ethiopian, so he was out...
a moses cape (9:25:42 PM): i'd had all i could stomach
a moses cape (9:26:40 PM): when i had made my decision and was just about to take my first bite of calf muscle...
a moses cape (9:26:53 PM): a desert crab jumped heroically into my mouth
a moses cape (9:27:08 PM): and laid eggs
a moses cape (9:27:54 PM): anyway, it turns out the only thing that can deal with kansas desert crab larvae is fire roasted salsa and guacamole
a moses cape (9:28:08 PM): which explains why i'm now sitting here well into my second full bowl of the aforementioned




*_*

so... today i realized i can't become a musician... i just can't do it... after looking up the audition requirements for a couple of them, i've realized im completely unprepared for any of them, and i don't have the drive or the time to prepare. im really kind of sad... i love music... i love playing with other people... i love playing for other people... but i guess i just don't have the passion, or the willingness to risk everything for it. kind of upsetting


now to figure out what else i could possibly do with my life...

right.. so... here's whats new... i have a fever of 100.1, a very sore throat, SAT's tomorrow, a concert, and two final projects to do.

on the other hand: http://theedge.bostonherald.com/artsNews/view.bg?articleid=84437

*whew* what a week. Full of misinterpreted math projects, www.godhatesfags.com wants to kill every student in my school, i've lived through a huge water balloon fight in the quad, the seniors stuck forks in the grass on the field, i bombed a gbyso audition, and i appear to have dislocated my hip.

on the other hand... japanese soy sauce is realllllllly goooooood

i haven't done anything useful for days... it's a mark of how much i've given up on life... i just mosey about doing random things that have absolutely no meaning at all to anyone anywhere... i put no thought into anything i do at all. right.

its ok... fine... if he doens't want to come.. i am A OK with it... i will be calm and happy.

i hate yuri.... i really and truly do.... I can honestly say that i am the only one of his students to have won anything for years... but what does he do? he abandons me in the middle of the road and just watches me die.

he's not coming to the st. marks concert.

apparently, it's a "waste of time"

apparently, he has other things "worth doing" that are "so much more important" than me passing out on stage or being sick all over mark.

originally, he wasn't going to come to the Jordan Hall concert, but i bitched.

oh, and what's more, he locked dana out of the house so she couldn't hear him and bitch at him.


somebody please tell me WHY i study with him? what's the point of a teacher who just doesn't care about you at all... i swear to god ALL he does is think of himself... whenever HE has a concert, we all have to go and bring him flowers and dumplings... and if, god forbid, we have to go to a funeral, it's just not acceptable... he's my teacher... we have to go see him. but when I have to play something... when i actually have to stand up and play... im just a "waste of time."

I think I'm drowning
asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be the death of me
you will be the death of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted

now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
you'd never dream of
breaking this fixation

you will squeeze the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?
ooooohh

you will suck the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh


-muse

Your Birthdate: December 5

With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine. You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility

went dress shopping today... no luck... very tired... eugh

yah

<3

right so... my mom meets me after rehearsal and tells me that she was talking to kate... apparently... kate went and told her that i simply MUST play at the ferguson's party and the Top of the Hub thing, and that i said i'd do it during chamber....


NICE


grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

life would be so much easier if we all knew what we wanted...

maybe that's why we don't really know... cuz if we did.... then we'd never try anything new or fail at anything we thought we could do or just *live*....

you think to yourself "if i knew what i wanted to do with my life, then i could do this or do that in order to achieve this goal,"... but isn't it really the things you don't expect to happen to you that really matter the most?


all the same... i wish i knew what i wanted.


<3

it's funny how you live your entire life saying you're going to be this that or the other thing, and that you will NEVER be one of *those* people... whatever the *those* might be.... and then you wake up one morning and realize that you aren't the this that or the other thing that you were going to be and you ARE one of *those*......

it puts things into perspective

<3